i have somekind of problem. its called PTSD.. post-traumatic stress disorder..

roar the thrill

i sip margarita
through the curves
of ur pointy fingers
i drench myself
while spartanly
chasing the raindrops
i taste the luscious thrill
over childish utopia
covered by pure daring
soaring freely
with endless laughter
i drink the peril
with the embrace of u

-coke-
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margaritha is one kind of my fave italian kind of pizza
peril is a brand of mineral water thet i consumed everyday in home

save the last rose

lost in the sand of time
the feel of silky warmth penetrates
within my skin
envelope me in
peaceful awakening
stir my eyes open
to see the true rose is
a bloom
a rose to keep forever..

-coke-

ice and storm

ice and storm
collide in fury
taken the very being
of my sanity
and banish me
out of the clarity

-coke-

could it be any harder

i’ve sailed so many
bitterness in life
u left me with goodbye
and open arms
a cut so deep
i dont deserve
well u were always
invincible in my eyes
and the only thing against us
now is the time

-coke-

lustful

Leech crawling all over ur brain
Craft scrumptious portrait of corrupt desire
Thing that little heart denies
But could hold back
Overwhelming one’s sinful possession…

-coke-

second u sleep

i close my eyes
and leave u naked by my side
i close the door so u can’t see
the love i keep inside
the love i keep for u
i stay
to watch u fade away
i dream of u tonight
tomorrow u’ll be gone
i wish by
god you’d stay…

-coke-

upon the rainbow

as i soar my gaze
to the depth of ur eyes
i feel like flying up
in the infinite blue
climbing the rainbow
crossing the clouds
feeling soft blew
of the wind
within my face
the flicker of gentle light
tickling my soul
then I discover
what I found:
a precious star
twinkling brightly
softly
as if a hand reached
out to me
taking me out of this world
that full of grace and lies
there in ur precious star
i found an answer
an endless truth
i feel the warmth nestling in
this wish from the sky is coming to me
and the beauty of what’s in u

-coke-

on contrary

i want to cry
but instead i laugh
i want to taint the rose
absurdly i cherish its beauty
i want to turn my back on u
on contrary
i run to ur warmth

-coke-

desperation

why did u let go of my hands
are we still the same doodles
just like before hittin’ the city
when you’d always there
stood as my knight in shining armor
reach out for my hand now dear lullaby
let me be ur strength
forget bout anything petty
cz we are one
which now somehow
vanished into fragments of memory…

-coke-

breathe ur name

laughing in grief
of thing not existing
next to mine
my world turns crumpled
as breathing ur name
so hard to do
blending in uncertainly
is something i want to embrace
instead of blind obsessions
that lead me to crime
losing ur wraith
in the spark of candlelight
dream away the wish
i could never paint
just talking to the rain
to soothe my blistering ache
let the peace yields in
and feel my withering soul arise

-coke-

day of entwined fate

morning greets u with smile
let today simply pass by like the old days
we cry laugh and run freely
chasing what they called beauty
or a friendship
that lies in frontier
but am in pain
and the melody u sing me
is my anesthetic
will we be like this querida?
As the storm swallow
all the grace
in this darling morning?

-coke-

from now on we are enemies

did u know?

did u know when u dream about a person
that person went to sleep thinking of u ?

did u know when the person u like looks at u and then looks down,
they r crazy about u ?

did u know that when a person looks at u directly in the eyes,
they love u more then u think?

did u know when that person looks at u alot,
they cant live without u ?

did u know when they leave,
they say bye too much because they dont want to let u go ? ?